Thursday, June 25, 2009

Time to start using birth control! weird...

so our air conditioning broke today and it was 100 degrees. ick. so the wedding is in little over a month and its so crazy! i am so excited. planning is going well and invitations should be going out in the mail in the next couple weeks. I had a long and overdue phone conversation with my best friend lacey tonight. it felt so good to just talk to her. We talk over the internet quite a bit but its nice just to talk to her personally...well over the phone anyway. It always reminds me of how much i do miss her and need her in my life. If i had to pick one friend to keep for the rest of my life it would definitely be her. I think that as we get older and get married we forget about the friends around us and that is pretty much inevitable i believe, but there are always a few people that you just cant ever let go of, and she is one of those people. I want to keep her in my life forever :) If it was possible, i would want to be sealed to her haha. But enough said, I love her and im so excited to see her soon.

Robbie and i went wakeboarding the other day for the first time this summer and it was so much fun! He is such a good wakeboarder i was impressed. He fell one time but not way hard or anything, but it sure did a lot of damage. We were both sore, but thats normal for after youre done on the lake. We didnt think anything of it so the next day he had his soccer game. After the game his sore back got worse so we went into my hot tub. BAD IDEA. HE really had hurt his lower back and when we got into that heat, it made the muscles in his back expand and created this huge knot in his back. It literally looked like there was a softball underneath his skin. I have never seen someone in that much pain personally. That night he woke me up at 330 because he needed to go to the ER. So his dad and i took him to the hospital and they said he tore some muscles in his back, (a lumbar strain or something liek that) and now it was bleeding inside and the muscle had started to spasm. I figured it would last just a little while, but it lasted almost three whole days! Poor rob was in so much pain and originally the doctor at the ER perscribed him some loritab and a muscle relaxant to help the pain, but those medicines didnt seem to even phase the problem. So on monday night he went to another doctor and he prescribed him some stronger narcotics and a different muscle relaxer. It seemed that rob couldnt get one second of relief. It hurt when he laid on his back. It hurt when he laid on his stomach, when he sat, when he knelt, when he stood. It was horrible. I hated watching him in so much pain. Finally, after the doctor gave him some stronger stuff, he started to get some relief. He could finally fall asleep for the first time in a few days and i just would sit on the couch for hours at a time and just let robbie lay his head in my lap in sleep all day. The only bad part about the stronger pain pills was that they would make him sick and he threw up a couple of times. But today he was able to go back to work and it seems like its getting better. He is still sore but hes doing a lot better which i am very thankful for.

As for me, I am getting ready to move out of my apartment and into the new one rob and i signed for for when we get married. I am going to live in it all of july until august when we get married and he can move in with me :) I am pretty excited. It is a very very nice apartment complex and is brand new. I am trying really hard to watch what i eat, pray more and read my scriptures everyday. I havent been doing my best at that lately but im really trying hard to do better than i have been. Other than that im still looking for a job in the layton/ogden area and its been really hard. I cant seemt to find anything. Tomorrow i am going to go to my last resort option and apply at restaurants. Aghhhh i hate working at restaurants. Well its ok i guess i am a good waitress and its great money, its jujst that the hours suck really bad at restaurants. Nobody makes money during the day, and if you work an evening shift youre usually there until midnight. But im sure ill figure it all out.

I am so excited to see lacey and ally soon. i cant wait! Welp i had better go to bed now. ta ta.

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