19 days

holyyyy canoli i have 19 days til im not a vir....i mean....single anymore! the weddding is in 19 days i can not believe how fast this time has gone by! its weird because the days seem so long like it will take forever to get here, but then for some reason the time until then goes by fast. i just contridicted myself but you get it. So things have been crazy and stressful. yikes. Ill admit that ive been a little crazy myself...but i would like to meet one girl who wasnt while she was engaged. Seldom does a day go by where i dont cry or freak out. I'm sick of crying and arguing with Rob over stupid little things that dont matter lol. We got along just fine the whole year we dated until now...i just cant wait til the wedding is over so things will chill out. I am in wyoming visiting my family this weekend and just being home for a couple days has already taken a huge load off my shoulders. There really is no place like home thats for sure. I feel just totally calm and happy right now for the first time in weeks. Its weird not being with robbie though too...i see him everyday. Its weird not being with him especially on a friday night. He sent me a message earlier saying it was weird me being gone. I kinda dont know what to do with myself haha. I played some pinochle with my mom, watched some TLC and ate some good ol wyoming taco johns mmmmm. I talked to my dad and watched kelli chase a grasshopper. It was HILARIOUS. She would sniff the hopper then it would jump so she would follow it to its new ground and sniff it again. Then it would hop. Then she would follow it and sniff it again and so on and so forth for about 10 minutes. It was sooo funny. I konw that does not sound very funny but i guess you just had to be there. I was laughing pretty hard. It was funny watching her try to catch it in her mouth. I had missed my dog so much. People just dont understand unless they love dogs as much as my family does. She is literally a part of our family. WHen i came home today she would not leave my side and it felt so good to have the companionship of my dog this evening. Its so nice having someone who is always excited and happy to see you no matter what. ewwww i just killed a spider. I hate spiders. I am surprised i actually had enough courage to kill it myself. But i had to my dad is asleep. Anyways 19 days and counting....and thanks for the warming lubricant jessica youre such a pervert :)